sad or happy story ?? judge it

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the guy next to me. He was my so called "best friend". I stared at him and wished he was mine. But he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, he walked up to me and asked me for the notes he had missed the day before and handed them to him. He said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the hand. I wanted to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was him. He was in tears, mumbling on and on about how his love had broke his heart. He asked me to come over because he didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to him on the sofa, I stared at his soft eyes, wishing he was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, he decided to go to sleep. He looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the hand before I leave. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 


Senior year
The day before prom he walked to my locker. My date is sick" he said; she's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, he was standing at hmy front door step. He stared at me as he smiled at me and stared at me with his crystal eyes. I want him to be mine, but he isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then he said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the hand. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as his perfect body floated like a king up on stage to get his diploma. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, he came to me and cried as he hugged me. Then he lifted his head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the hand. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in front if him . That guy is getting married now. I watched he say "I do" and drive off to his new life, married to another woman. I wanted him to be mine, but he didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before he drove away, he came to me and said "you came!". He said "thanks" and kissed me on the hand. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a guy who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry he had wrote in his high school years. This is what it read: I stare at her wishing she was mine, but she doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish she would tell me she loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.

 

my life quotes

"Eleven Hints for Life"

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

what's in life ??

 

~ Lepak2 bersama E.L.Y.S.A ~

E.L.Y.S.A = Ecah,Linda,Yaa,Syuq,Ateyn

Ateyn , Ecah , Yaa , Inda

Ecah n Inda

Inda n Syuq

E.L.Y.S.A

E.L.Y.S.A

Linda,Syuq,Ecah,Atin,Yaa

salam..hari ni cukup bermakna buat diriku .. tengs Ecah,Linda,Yaa,and Syuq.. korang memang baek terhadap atin..sayang korang .. hopefully next sem still dapat jumpe korang sampai bile2..btw,korang mmg penyayang.. sanggup tambah ahli (atin) dalam group korang.. hari  ni merupakan hari yang bahagia buat diri atin.. dapat spend time dengan korang,dengan Faqih sekali .. and Yaa dapat spend time dengan Boyfriend die .. enjoy sangat .. papehal ..kalu ade mase free kite contact each other n jumpe lagi k .. harap sangat tu.. korang memang sahabat sejati ..atin xpernah jumpe sahabat sejati macam korang sejak atin masuk cni .. xde sape layan atin macam korang layan atin.. and atin say sorry kalu ade salah n silap atin terhadap korang selama kite kenal .. memang atin xde niat nk sakitkan hati korang sebab korang baik sangat2 .. Ecah = ecah umpama sahabat yang tiada galang gantinya .. bila ecah ade masalah atin rase macam masalah ecah masalah atin juga .. Linda = linda memang sahabat yang pandai membuat keadaan jadi huru hara .. linda pandai jage hati atin dengan lawak2 linda .. bile atin buat lawak pulak linda backup .. hehe .. Yaa = yaa memang sahabat yang baik.. yaa pandai pujuk atin bile atin ade masalah .. yaa memang faham jiwa atin .. tapi yaa lah mangsa buli atin .. n geng2 lain ..hehe .. sori yaa .. kitorang gurau je taw .. kitorang memang suke tengok cara perwatakan yaa yang manje tu .. bile gaduh ngn B yaa pulak mesti yaa senyap .. pastu kuar air mata sebab B yaa garang .. hehe .. kantoi sudaa ~~ Syuq = syuq juga memang sahabat yang penyayang .. and bile jalan ngn kitorang die pandai je buat2 blurr .. tapi bile syuq ngn B syuq hahaha..nampak cm adik n abang la syuq .. hehe .. syuq kecik sangat ..kahkah .. tapi syuq memang paling faham jiwa kitorang n kitorang paling faham jiwa syuq bile syuq kuar bilek n then bawak nset .. tu mknenya B syuq nk call lah tu .. pastu bergayut lah sampai habis kredit 30 inggit baru stop cakap .. ape lah y dorang cakap pon xtahu ..hahaha .. Atin lak hope korang akan tetap bersahabat dengan atin buat selama-lamanya .. atin sayang korang ..sayang sangat2 taw .. korang memang faham jiwa atin .. atin memang perlukan sahabat sejati macam korang .. keep it up gurls .. u olls da best !! da BEST !! i love u olls <3<3<3